Back to School

After much internal debate, I've decided to enroll Emily in school. Both her and I enjoy home schooling, and love having all day together. But almost everybody I know marvles at how much I do and its finally sunk in that I really do have a lot on my plate. Today during my bible study I decided that I am tired of being angry, stressed and on edge and realized it had quite a bit to do with the fact that I am streached to thin. Something has to give or I am going to go mental. I am also tired of living in fear. Don't ask me what I live in fear of, I'm not even sure myself. The last time I had a child in the public school system they were taken away from me, but that is only part of it. I get choked up even thinking about it and know I will probably cry my eyes out on her first day. I know for most people the decision to put there kid in school is a no brainer, but its more complicated for me. Em and I talked today and she is cool with the idea, she is looking forward to having track breaks like Devyn! I haven't broken the news to her that we're zoned for a 9 month school LOL